Thursday, November 22, 2007

Peeking Out Again

Well, i'm back. To a degree. At least now i can read ya'lls other blogs without getting all depressed that i am not a slave anymore--which is progress. And one can even speculate if i ever WAS a slave. What with all the in and out of the M/s relationship that happened with MasterIW. The only thing i can say about it is for a moment, when i did feel owned, i felt more alive than i ever fucking have.

So i am rooting for all the M/s relationships out there. It ain't easy. One thing that i think i learned is that i am a difficult slave to own. What did He tell me? If i ever do get another Master, i shouldn't try to cut His balls off when He's not watching. Ouch! The truth of that hurts a little.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You were most certainly his owned slave, otherwise you wouldn't have done what you did regardless of the consequences.

I don't know about cutting balls off but I still think you're beautiful so I'm glad you have decided to write again, I've missed the intensity that seems inherent in the way you love.

kirana said...

Hmmm. i think i need more details. i like your cheeky somewhat sardonic tone here. It's amusing! And i'm super glad to see you writing & searching again. *w*

iwingslave said...

sardonic..me? glad to amuse. smile.